Someone smart once said, 'The day you wake up, look in the mirror and accept what you see, is the say you lose the game.'
I can't help thinking how true this is, and the way I'm going, I will never lose the game. In fact, I try not to look in the mirror anymore. I hate the person looking back at me. I don't even know who she is anymore. I used to be so pretty, what the hell happened? Oh yeah, I got fat.
Thing is, if I think, for one minute I'm average sized, I will end up being okay with my body. Who wants to be okay with their body, based on a lie. I'm not an average. I'm a large. Big fatty fat fat. Eughhh I hate it. I need more self control. More total control.
-BB
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I run the risk of falling in that pit so often. Every once in a while I'll see myself at an all right angle and think, "That's not so bad. I look okay."
ReplyDeleteBut then I feel like I can get away with anything. Nope. :/